Hello!
While I've been doing fun things with the guys at DublinTown my last post at the all-to-often neglected TWG was January 1st. If you read it you will have seen 'the great revelation' that was indeed great in theory and I won't tell you that it wasn't marvellous in practice for about three weeks, before my epic descent into total and utter failure.
One cannot dwell however; One can only try harder. Life is all about fucking up, otherwise how would we enjoy eventually getting it right(or fucking it up in the first place). It's never all bad. Sometimes there's a pearl to be found among the broken shells.
A beautiful person who re-entered my life recently is leaving again, most likely for good. I know they will carry on living and this is all that matters. Still, the sudden realisation that I won't see this person any more and wont glow like a fucking star in their luminous calmness, makes me want to be a better person.
Whatever the cost or sacrifice, I need to shed this cocoon in order to become ~*the butterfly*~
While I've been doing fun things with the guys at DublinTown my last post at the all-to-often neglected TWG was January 1st. If you read it you will have seen 'the great revelation' that was indeed great in theory and I won't tell you that it wasn't marvellous in practice for about three weeks, before my epic descent into total and utter failure.
One cannot dwell however; One can only try harder. Life is all about fucking up, otherwise how would we enjoy eventually getting it right(or fucking it up in the first place). It's never all bad. Sometimes there's a pearl to be found among the broken shells.
A beautiful person who re-entered my life recently is leaving again, most likely for good. I know they will carry on living and this is all that matters. Still, the sudden realisation that I won't see this person any more and wont glow like a fucking star in their luminous calmness, makes me want to be a better person.
Whatever the cost or sacrifice, I need to shed this cocoon in order to become ~*the butterfly*~
Whenever you write from the heart it shows...simply a pleasure! Love the choice of image and music too.
ReplyDeleteI didn't think anyone would even have half a clue as to what I was yammering on about. Glad you enjoyed it.
Deletewonderful words, I know this feeling. Life is all about change, people come and go, happiness comes and goes...we can't do nothing but just float...
ReplyDeletegreetings
Billy
Right? I need to float more and stop all my flailing around :)
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